A Bizarre Ramble (Pixiv Fanbox)

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Not really sure how to start this, or even what I want to say. My brain has definitely been very mushy as of late, where I feel like I've devolved somewhat and have become a caveman. Just feel overloaded in the head at times. Haven't figured out what to work on, really. Just don't have a strong inclination towards anything in particular. It's not even that I don't want to animate - I actually really want to, but just nothing has really... happened. I get like that at times, and I've talked about it in the past, so I won't be reiterating anything. Because even though I haven't been animating, I have been posing and rendering, many of which are things I'd like to turn into sets at some point. Whenever my motivation comes back, of course.

Jote, for example, is someone I really want to do a proper set for. Been meaning to since the start of the year, I've just ended up focusing on other sets first and been putting it off. Just one of those sets where I'm like 'I want to do something really nice' and go 'well, let me finish up these other sets first, since they'll be quicker' and just keep spiralling like that. Gotta just sit down and start it, rather than pussyfooting around.

I kinda need to get around to more XVI in general. I honestly would like to do more Anabella again, with some other themeing and the like. Like here, I went with a noir look. Because her whole convoluted betrayals and what not could fit a noir story very well. The dame is trouble, I tell ya.

But XVI isn't the only FF I want to do more of. I really want to do a proper Iris set, since it's been, well... forever. Not since the Gymming set, really. Everything in between has been just kinda random stuff. Nothing well and proper. Got both canon and non-canon ideas for her. Just, again, a matter of starting on something. But, speaking of XVI and XV, I'll go ahead and get something out of the way.

This Luna, and these types of characters in general, get asked for a lot. Like, the most out of anything I do. All I'll say is that they'll appear when I feel like it. Asking every other post does not inspire me to do more. If anything, it's the opposite. I know a lot of people are very hyper focused on a specific character or type of character, but I like variety and will do what I feel like doing when I feel like doing it. Kthxbai.

But speaking of variety, I do want to do more various things. Wanna get around to doing Daemon Girl again, since it's been too long since I last did her. Still one of my favorite models from RyanReos - just hits all the right buttons for me. And in other variety news, Stellar Blade. I honestly don't like Eve much. She's okay, but to me she's not that interesting. She's like Tifa in that regard. Not bad, but... nothing that makes me lose my mind. But there is something that makes me lose my mind.

Robo-chicks. That's something I have a mild obsession with, and the one in Stellar Blade is beautiful. That's my wheelhouse. I love that shit. Full robo, all the time. As Aigis proved, most people aren't into that shit. But me? I'm all in. Don't even know why I'm into that shit. I just am.

With my robo-fetish, I will likely be doing her first before anyone else. Just because that's my jam. When it'll happen, I don't know yet, but yeah. Love some good robo action. Just... beautiful.

In other news, I do have the Prism Honkers now. Still missing some of the others, but she was the one I wanted the most since she looks really good. An all around improvement over the old model. She looks great - still looks like Honoka, but... better. I'm far from a Honoka fan, but the new model is really nice. Almost makes me a Honoka fan.

But yeah, these models in general make me hopeful for a future Nyotengu and Marie model. If we ever get them. I'm hoping we will, because so far they've been a hit with me more than not. They have missed a few times - Kasumi comes to mind - but mostly they've been really nice.

But speaking of good new models for the classics, I still really love the Momiji model from NG2 Black. Looks great. I will probably return to her at some point later on. No clue when, but I definitely want to do more with her.

Mitsuru is, of course, another character I really want to get to. It's just, much like Jote, I want to do something big and bombastic, and that always puts a stop to me just starting something. Soon™. Hopefully.

But anyway, that's about all I got to say for now. Hoping to get back into things soon, but bear with me until then.