some extra photos from the Arcane premier (Patreon)

i ain’t gon lie, i really lived the whole “beauty is pain” statement last night

everyone thought we were only watching 1 episode so i was like ok i can hang in this dress for the interviews/red carpet/1 episode

well it was 3

my ribs felt like they were bruising bc this dress was so small, my hair was PULLED back i basically had a mini face lift, and my shoes were killin me 👍

after the show, there was a Q&A but at this point im disassociating bc i am in so much pain from sitting in this dress for 2ish hours LOL

but i had too much social anxiety to get up and leave during the Q&A so john offered to get up from his seat (he was sat in a diff section) and walk over to get me and usher me out 🥹

he gets me and i love him

anyways guys arcane is REALLY good - feels like premium tv

i am now off to go hunt for a halloween costume w john

have a safe halloween y’all <3

sorry for not being super active lately :( i have not been very good for the last week and it feels like im never allowed to have hard times bc i have all these responsibilities and ppl keep pinging me to take care of the responsibilities but sometimes i wish i could just not be responsible and crawl into a dark whole for 3 days

that’s all i need

3 days, yanno?

ANYWAYS BYEEEE i hope to be well again soon and very active 🙂‍↕️