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2024-11-18 23:10:20
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midilune

I was just in my feels about some stressors in my life when I got this notif on my phone and just wanted to say it made me feel better and helped me process / remind me it’s ok to feel the feelings and it’ll pass so thank u for sharing 🥺❤️ I hope the feels pass soon for you 💕 I totally relate bc when I’m not content I’m also so aware I have so much to be grateful for… but it doesn’t mean we aren’t allowed to feel like that sometimes! I do always tell myself I’m privileged to worry about more trivial things rather than food or survival.

Jesscuh

Being on the cusp of change often feels like this - like things currently don’t suit you but the future feels either bleak or unknown. It’s smart to stay in the present by finding small things that make you happy and focusing on how you feel. Trying to find where in your body you feel those feelings helps a lot to eliminate the WHY/SHOULD I toxic monologue. Call me naive, but I believe that nothing you dedicate yourself to is fruitless - you’ve been successful so far and there’s no reason to believe you won’t be in the future; even if the answer isn’t currently in front of you.

Xabi

I will forever send you money 🙇🏾‍♂️

Mikey

Change of scenery soon 👀

sarah aka pochie

u got this love , one step at time <3

Pb

i think you've got such a good head on your shoulders, validating and reassuring urself even through ur own emotions in the low. i was just watching one of ludwig's vids lately and he said something that i really resonate with - where he just believes that things WILL work out, because there's just no other option. no matter how bad it gets, and no matter how big the worries are, things will work out regardless. so i think i've always been the type where, even if im going through the shittiest days weeks or months, that thought that "it's ok bc i WILL be happy eventually" really gets me through, but also allows me to wholly experience the low for what it is. allows me to feel as shitty or sad as i need to without guilt. i think believing ill be happy again manifests into truly being happy after the low. <33 that's just me tho ! i hope this passes for u soon and love being here with you and everyone in the coziest of patreons

Matt - ACB

Damn , dropped a jadebomb right at the beginning, no warning, facemask, full zoom and all

Matt - ACB

On a more serious note, I'm confident everything will be fine for you streaming-wise in the long run, it's just a temporary slump :) . You're an established creator with a strong core community in a popular org (with friends that will have your back if you struggle!) , you'll be okay! Plus I don't think anyone would hold it against you if you stepped back for 1-2 weeks but idk the ins and outs of everything. Bet some people have taken vacays at some point

Gabby

Thank you for sharing, I know it can be hard and I know thoughts about future and finances are something many of us relate to. I don't think it sounds pretentious to express those worries, as people at the highest elite also struggle, and a bunch of us working 9-5-esque jobs do not have the insecurity of job stability at times; there's pros and cons. When I was a waitress I sure as hell also worries about month to month, so I don't think the fact that your job is as a content creator detracts from your very real concerns. It's important to be able to take care of your mental health and you shouldn't feel bad for having the privilege to be able to allocate some time to that. I *do* hope this makes any lick of sense, I'm kind of rambling bc there's sm to say. But you are very valid!! And it is ok. You will be ok.

Open Book with QuarterJade
>>155752629

this was so eloquent and quite honestly validated a part of my fears and feelings 🥹 just want to say thank you for taking the time to understand my viewpoint with so much empathy 😭🤍

madi

Its good that you're able to find some things that make you happy through tough times like these. Its so important to take care of yourself, and even being able to come to the conclusion that you feel you arent putting your love first is so huge. Its so important for you to have a voice about your worries and concerns. Everyone struggles no matter who they are. Thanks for being vulnerable Jodi. ❤️❤️❤️ you got this