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Hi everyone, first i want to say that this month i was able to rest and finally recover a little bit mentally, i'm still figuring out what going on with me, but i mostly realised that i couldn't renew my self either in matter of the content / art i am making and the energy needed to produce it.
Its been a problem for me for a while now but it got really bad a couple months ago, i felt a complete burnout coming if i kept going without doing something about it.
So i first took a step to slow down and try to see how to better things but it didn't work or not enough, so i decided to half the quantity of work i do, its better but still not solving the inspiration renewal part of the problem, wich is also the reason why i dont post on social media anymore, i thought at first that it was social anxiety, but it isn't, i'm actually still happy to connect with others when it is possible.
I have seen a clear change / evolution over time of how internet is affecting me, how social media is nowdays(it is bad, really), and this has been the source of my problem, i'm almost certain of it now, i've tried to find ways arround this but its complicated issue.
I'm not going to go more into details because you aren't here for that, and i'm thankful for all the support i received until now, as i said i'm figuring this problem out now but still dont know how to solve this, so for the next months i'm going to see what i can do to post again and find inspirations again but it might be a bit difficult, so i hope you will understand if i can't always provide what you are looking for, i'll do the best i can ;)
I will make another serie of post + polls soon to see what i will focus on during June.
thanks for everything.
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