My Black Sweetheart! By Satinslip (44 Pages) (Patreon)

My Black Sweetheart!

By Satinslip

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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are a product of the author’s imagination. Locales and public names are sometimes used for atmospheric purposes. Any resemblance to actual people, living or dead, or to businesses, companies, events, institutions, or locales is completely coincidental.

MY BLACK SWEETHEART

by SATINSLIP 

I was insecure as a kid. 

Scrawny and weak. 

As a teenager I wasn't much better. Picked on a lot. I was nerdy and introverted. 

Awkward and unsure of my place in the world.

At the time I hadn't heard of the 'Black Leaders' movement. If I had perhaps I could have escaped what was coming. 

Probably not.

Monique was a beautiful girl. Curvy with long black hair, really big breasts, a beautiful face, and soft chocolate skin.

She was smart and motivated. She also had an agenda. Though I didn't know it when she asked me out.

I had been elated. Girls barely acknowledged my existence, much less showed any interest in me as a romantic partner. The couple times I had asked girls out it had been embarrassing. One even laughed in my face.

It was Summer before my senior year and I figured I would move to collage never having kissed a girl. The year before I had basically been invisible at school. Monique made sure things progressed quickly. On our first date, in a dark movie theater, she snuggled in close and slipped my hand up her shirt.

I had no attention for the movie as I slid my hand onto her bra. Squeezing and caressing her giant breasts through the smooth velvet. I could feel her nipple get hard in the palm of my hand.

Breathing heavily she pulled her shirt up over her bra, red velvet that practically glistened in the soft glow of the theatre.

Then she pulled her big tits out and my face in. I kissed and sucked her massive orbs while she lightly moaned. I’d never even seen a boob before, much less squeezed one. It was magical. Like warm full pillows, but better.

I spent the whole movie playing with her wonderful breasts. Not even paying attention to the screen.

On our second date we sat next to each other at a restaurant. Behind the cover of the table she slipped her hand into my pants. Grinning at me as her fingers found my hardening cock. Pulling and tugging at it. I was shocked and excited. What if we were caught? And yet, I didn’t want her to stop.

Eventually she opened my fly and pulled my hard prick out of my pants. As we ate she periodically reached down and petted or tugged my dick. Keeping me hard all through our meal. 

Then, afterward she had me park in a dark alley and get in the back of my car. We were squished in what little room there was. I lay on my back as she pulled my pants and underwear down.

My eyes grew wide with horror as she said, "Oh, your so tiny." 

My penis quickly went soft. "Oh, ho." She chuckled. "Look now it's teeny weeny." "Uh, Monique." I stammered desperately. "Uh...I..."

"Oh hey no! Oh honey. I like them small on white boys." She assured me, lightly caressing my shrunken up dick. 

It was true. I was pretty small. Tiny when I was soft. Nearly a micro penis. Just barely four inches hard.

"Here, let mama Monique get us back on track." She leaned in and started licking my little nub. 

I moaned as I quickly hardened back to my full four inches. Then she took me in her mouth and sucked. Massaging my balls with her chocolate fingers. Quickly I came to an orgasm, my black date sucking down a full load of white boy jizz. She looked up at me with a smile on her beautiful face. 

Our third date she invited me in when I went to pick her up. Turned out she was alone. Grabbing my hand she pulled me back to her bedroom.

I was so nervous as we undressed that I was trembling.

Me scrawny with a round bottom and little dick. Her, a beauty. Voluptuous with giant E-cup tits. Chocolate skin and a big round ass. Her long brown hair spilled past her bare shoulders as she smiled at me. 

"Oh look. There's your tiny bobbin." She said patting my penis. Her dark skin a delicious contrast against my pale crotch. "Can I shave you, Nick?" She asked me. "I love well shaved white boys." I nodded, a little unsure but willing to do whatever she asked. She had me lie on a towel and spread my legs. Her careful hands shaved me bald around my small erect penis. I shivered at her touch, feeling vulnerable and strangely feminine. 

The whole time she kept insulting my small manhood. I should have been offended. But after a while it kind of turned me on.

"Your little bud is just so small Nikki. It's so cute. I think I'll call it Penelope. Penelope the little penis. Can I shave your whole body? That would turn me on. Make you look like a swimmer." 

I nodded permission, and she did. Leaving me smooth all over. Like a swimmer. Or a girl.

When she finished she straddled me. "Now push in deep. I want to be able to feel little Penelope inside me." She ordered, grabbing her own big tits. 

She settled down on my penis and it felt great to be inside her. I grabbed her hips and thrust upward.

I didn’t last long though. Quickly shooting my seed up in her black twat as I grunted. 

"Ooh, already? I wasn't even close to finished.” She looked down on me with a frown. “Looks like Penelope is kind of worthless, huh?" She said disappointed. "Oh no. No I'm sorry. I... what can I do to make it up to you?" I begged in a panic. "Well I suppose you could put a that tongue of yours to good use.” She said thoughtfully. Her finger tracing a design on my hairless chest. 

"Um, but my cum. Uh... it's inside you." I protested.

"Oh honey, you don't worry about that. Besides I've tasted you. It's only fair that you get do too."

Without another word, she slid up my body and positioned her pussy above my face.

She settled down, her wet pussy against my lips. I panicked a little, feeling smothered. I could feel my own slimy jizz on my lips.

“Do it!” Her voice was stern and she reached back to slap my little pud.

My body shivered as I stuck out my tongue. Feeling trapped. Like I was suffocating. Though I could actually breathe fine if I was careful. I licked and sucked her black cunny as she rubbed against me. Immediately I could taste my bitter, disgusting cum. I had no choice but to swallow some of it. The slime slurping it’s way down my throat.

While she rode my face, she leaned back and tugged on my little dick. Pulling and yanking it painfully hard. Slapping and pinching it as she moaned. 

I felt light headed. My penis throbbed with pain and my tongue tasted every inch of her wet pussy. My skin tingled and I felt a strange arousal. I was humiliated and dominated. My whole being was about her pleasure.

"What a worthless little nothing. Shouldn't even be called a dick. Just a little nubbin. Ain't going to please a woman with that." Her insults and abuse started to get me hard again. 

Soon she was coming too. Gasping and still insulting me, “Fuck yes! Lick that up, you little twat!” Her pussy juices flowed freely all over my face. The taste of her thick on my tongue.

"Here let me take care of that." She lifted up and turned around. Settling her wet pussy back on my face. Grinding her cunt on my lips as she slapped my little dick a few more times. Then gave me a hand job. Quickly jerking my little nub onto my tummy as I licked her wet cunny. 

Afterward we lay snuggling on her bed watching tv. I mostly played with her boobs. Though occasionally I caressed her bald cunny.

"Mmm, white boys sure are good for snuggling though. Even if they aren't great at fucking." She smiles at me. 

"I'll get better." I insisted, meekly.

"Naw, you ain't got anything to fuck a woman with. I'll teach you to get good with your tongue though Nikki. You can please me that way."

I smiled. Happy that she wasn’t going to break up with me over my poor fucking. She handed me a small bottle. "Here take these one a day for the next month. They will shrink up your useless penis."

"But, I thought my small penis was a problem." I said, worried.

"No, no honey. I love your small penis. This will make Penelope even cuter."

"Uh, ok." I agreed though not really sure. Just willing to do anything to keep her. We went out a couple times a week over the next month or so. She had me eat her out a bunch. Teaching me the finer points of pussy licking. Though we only physically fucked a couple more times. Usually she finished me with a hand job. She used a lot of emasculating terms when addressing me. Though in kindly loving tones.

After all the pills were gone, sure enough, my little penis was even smaller. No more than two inches when fully erect, and just a little bump when soft. And my balls basically shriveled up. When I orgasmed it was only a little bit. Sad little drizzles. Though I could do it more often than before.

She made sure I kept shaved, 'Like a swimmer, Nikki.’ Often our sex play involved her punishing my tiny prick. Flicking it and slapping it. She liked to tie a ribbon just under the tip. Then she would stretch my little pud out. Then tie it to a table leg or something.

After the first pills had the desired effect she insisted I take some others.

"These will stop your body hair from growing." So I obediently started to take those as well.

One Saturday I took her to a barbecue and pool party. Which turned out to be just us and three of her black male friends.

Monique looked sexy in a yellow bikini, barely holding in her giant tits and big round ass. Us boys in boardshorts.

Teens like me, but big. I was nearly a foot smaller than the shortest.

They didn’t rub it in though. They were very friendly in fact. Giving me lots of hugs when we were introduced.

Later after everyone had eaten we sat around talking. The talk of sex came up of course. Quickly, in fact. Turned out Monique had fucked all three boys.

"Don't worry though Nikki. You got something they don't have. Other than your sweet white skin that is." She assured me.

"What's that Monique?" Marcus asked.

"Nikki here has a micro penis." She told the boys, to my shock.

Marcus looks intrigued. "Is that true Nikki?" He asked me. Until then the boys had been calling me Nick. The change was subtle, and I didn't notice until later. "Uh...yeah, I guess." I said quietly. Looking at my feet embarrassed.

"Man I'd like to see that." One of the other boys, Jamal I think, said.

"Yeah me too." Agreed Marcus. "Why don't you show us." It was an order, not a request.

"I...uh, I don't know." I stammered. Wishing I was anywhere else.

"Go on. Don't be shy." Monique encouraged me.

So, shyly, I pulled down my suit. Spreading my legs so all the guys could have a good view of my little shaved nubbin.

"Oh wow, that is small." Marcus said, marveling at my little bump. 

"Yeah, jeez how do you do anything with that?" Jamal asked.

Monique happily answered, "Mostly he doesn't. He is good with his mouth though."

Something about the inspection and humiliation was getting me hard.

"Oh hey, the little turtle is peaking out of his shell. Still pretty small though." Jamal smirked.

"Her, that penis is definitely a “her”. I named her Penelope." 

Monique announced. The boys chuckled at that, as I blushed. Even more humiliated.

"Come here." Marcus motioned me over. Timidly I walked to the big black teen. Too docile to resist.

He pulled me down on his lap like he was my daddy, and I was his little girl. A strange thrill ran through my body.

"It's ok Nikki. We're all friends here. You should be who you are. Nothing to be embarrassed about." He wrapped one arm around my waist, his other hand boldly dropped to my lap. His big fingers tugged on my small pud.

My eyes went wide with shock. I let out a little feminine squeak at his touch. His black fingers gently pinched and pulled my hard little nub. Then he gave it a few stinging smacks and turned to the other boys.

"Jamal, Tyrone why don't you show Nikki what a real dick looks like." Marcus ordered.

Eagerly they stood and stripped. Soft they were a good five inches. More than twice as big as my hard dicklette. Monique clapped her hands and gave an excited squeal at the sight.

They hung between the boy’s’ muscular legs, like elephant trunks. Thick and brown. Backed by little tufts of black hairs. Their flared tips slightly lighter in color.

Marcus stood me up and walked me to the other boys. Tyrone stepped near me and held up his big dick. He pressed it against mine and held us both. A literal dick measuring contest.

“You’re a lot smaller, Nikki.” The big black boy announced.

"You say Nikki is good with his tongue?" Marcus asked. 

"Oh yes, he is great." She answered, sliding a hand under her bikini top and caressing a big breast. We could see her fingers squeezing and rubbing outlined by the thin material.

"Let's have a demonstration." He ordered. Though I wasn’t sure I could do that to Monique in front of these black boys.

Then I found out that's not what he had in mind. Marcus set me on my knees between his legs, and quickly stripped his swimsuit off.

"Lets get some of that tongue action Nikki." He ordered me.

"I'm not gay." I protested meekly, staring at his big black cock. On my knees between his legs. His dick looked even bigger than the other boys.

It twitched as I stared, mesmerized. It seemed alive. Like a snake. Waiting. Like it was hungry for me.

"Oh, I know. You like pussy. But you're a sissy. You understand. And strong black Alpha men will always be your master." He stroked my hair like a favored pet. "We aren't going to have a problem here, are we?"

"N...no?" I asked. Just wanting to leave.

"Of course not." He said reassuringly.

"Go ahead Nikki. I think you'll like it. Plus I will reward you later." Monique cheered me on.

Submissively I leaned in. My whole body tingled and I felt dazed. Surely this was someone else’s hand reaching out? Reaching for the big black dick.

I wrapped my fingers around his big cock. It twitched and started to grow in my hand. I was so close. I could smell his masculine scent. See the drop of pre-cum on his tip. Butterflies flapped in my tummy. I didn’t want to do it, but couldn’t gather enough courage to disobey.

I licked his purple tip with my tongue. Tasting the salty flesh of a real man's dick for the first time. Tasting his bitter pre-cum, a promise of things to come. I took a long lick from the base to the tip of his cock. I figured I had better make this good or he might get angry.

I licked and kissed his hard fuck rod. Now nine inches and proudly erect. I moved in deep and kissed his ballsack. Licking and sucking his scrotum. I felt so humiliated, so submissive, so obedient. Taking another man’s balls in my mouth. What could have been more degrading. 

"Mmm, that's a good sissy dick licker." Marcus said above me. He ran his hand through my hair as I performed for him.

Finally I took his dick in my mouth. It was thick and warm. Filling me up. I could taste his bitter pre-cum on my tongue. Another man's juices in my mouth. I took him as deep as I could before I began to gag. 

I noticed Monique kneeling next to me. Her tits out of her top. One hand squeezing her nipple, the other she placed on the back of my head.

"You need to go deep honey. Open your throat and relax. Just go a little deeper each time." She instructed me. 

So I took his dick deep again, and again. A little deeper each time. The tip of his cock pressing at the back of my mouth. At my throat. Into my throat. My ‘girlfriend’ pushes me a little deeper each time.

Finally my chin rested on his balls. Monique holding me in place. She was presenting me as a deep throating trophy to her big black lover. I could hear them kissing above me. 

I couldn’t breathe. My eyes were watering. My head is pounding.

Finally they let me up with a gasp.

Jamal and Tyrone cheered. Marcus patted me on the head and said, "That's real good Nikki. That's real good."

Monique smiled and told me, “See? You're a natural cocksucker.”

Marcus pulled me off his crotch, and stood up. "Why don't you practice on Jamal while I show you what a real dicking looks like." He told me.

Marcus took Monique and bent her over a bench, yanking down her bottoms. He grabbed her dangling tits, and she moaned loudly as his big Alpha dick entered her. Monique moaned and groaned with obvious pleasure as the big black teen fucked her from behind.

Jamal positioned a chair so that I would have a reasonable view of the girl I thought was my girlfriend get plowed by a real man, while I sucked big black cock. I started on Jamal's balls. A little show of submission. Something the big Alphas would never stoop to. His were bigger than Marcus's and hairy. I had to pull one of his pubes out of my mouth before continuing.

"Oh yeah, you a good little sissy." Jamal told me happily. "Keep sucking those balls." 

So I kept at it. His hard cock rubbing against my face. I grabbed his dick and started to stroke him while I gently suckled his balls in my mouth.

Then I moved up and took his hard rod deep into my throat. Not all the way down at first, but with a few bobs my nose was pressed into his black curly pubic hair. Then I bobbed back up for a quick breath. 

"Unh! Unh! Unh! Fuck yeah! Take it bitch!" Marcus growled as he came deep in Monique's twat.

Then quickly Jamal pulled me off his dick. "Thanks for keeping me hard, fluffer." He said. Then he took Marcus's place. Slapping my girlfriend's ample ass before penetrating her. She moaned lustily at the rough treatment. 

Marcus walked over to me. "Clean this mess off." He motioned to his glistening dick. Covered in Monique's juices and his own cum. I look up at him, obviously not wanting to do it. "Now!" He said sternly.

Resigned to my fate, I leaned in and sucked up his cock. My face grimaced at the taste of their fuck slime. I slurped it all up and used my tongue to clean his Alpha dick. 

"Mmm, oh god. These are real dicks Nikki." Monique taunted while she was pounded from behind. "Not like your little sissy bump. These cocks can really please a lady. Mmm!"

My own little nub had stayed hard through the whole humiliating ordeal. Apparently as confused as I was. 

With Marcus clean it was Tyrone's turn to get a blowjob.

He grabbed my head and roughly face fucked me. His iron dick plowing my throat. Thankfully my gag reflex was already damped from the other two big black dicks I had sucked on. I grabbed his muscular thighs for support as my weak body shook. Soon, "Unh! I'm going to cum bitch. Better swallow it all." Tyrone ordered me. I felt his cock twitch in my mouth. A monstrous living thing penetrating my innocence. Then it was shooting hot slimy jizz in my mouth. Disgusting black baby batter, that I desperately swallowed. Lest the Alpha get angry with me.

True to my sissy status I gobbled every last drop of Tyrone's repulsive love slime. Then Jamal was there to get his cock cleaned after finishing with Monique. Laughing down at the silly sissy. 

Totally resigned to my role I just passively turned to him and sucked the black boy clean.

"It's your turn Nikki." Monique said. And I started to get excited. Hopeful. Maybe I would get to fuck her too? 

Those hopes were dashed when they had me lie down on a bench and Monique sat on my face.

"Suck all that good black boy jizz out of my cunt." She ordered. "And get yourself off. The boys want to see you cum." 

So I sucked and licked the sperm out of her pussy. Eating that black boy cream pie. All while I whacked off for the group. All the slimy jizz I had swallowed sitting heavily in my belly.

I gave her a good pussy licking. Before I came all over my tummy. Which they made me scoop up and eat too. My own warm, slimy jizz. 

Afterward we sat around, still naked. Monique between Jamal and Tyrone on an outdoor couch while they played with her tits and fingered her.

I was placed back on Marcus's lap. He seemed to enjoy painfully flicking my little sissy bump, or giving the tip a little pinch. Making me jump and squeak at the pain. They talked about other times the boys and Monique had fucked. Totally ignoring my presence, except for the abuse.

Later we went inside. "Ready for round two?" Marcus asked me.

"Um, it's getting late and I'd rather just go home. If that's ok," I say meekly. "Would you like to be held, or tied down for this part? Or do you think you can be a good little sissy and take it?" He continued, totally ignoring me.

"Get on your stomach on the bed." He ordered. Monique straddled Tyrone’s lap in a chair and began bouncing on his cock. She watched what was happening to me with a grin on her face.

They decided on holding me down, as Jamal moved to the front of the bed and grabbed my arms. I was stretched out and helpless when Marcus climbed on top of me. Straddling my legs.

"Oh no. Please no. Not this. Anything but this. I'll...I'll suck your dicks again. I'll suck them so good. Please just not this." I begged. Marcus started rubbing lube between my asscheeks. His big black finger circled my sensitive rose bud, leaving a trail of slime. "Monique please don't let them do this." I tried to free my arms, but Jamal was too strong.

"Aw honey, it's ok. You just need to learn your proper place. Serving big black dick." She told me happily. Grinding on Tyrone’s lap while he sucked on her big tits. 

His finger began to push at my anus. It was more than uncomfortable. "Little sissy sure is tight. Don't worry Nikki. We gonna loosen you up." Marcus told me. His finger pierced me to the first knuckle. My ass squeezed on his digit. Desperately trying to defend itself. 

Then he spread my cheeks. For a terrible moment I feel the tip of his big black dick pushing at my tight bum. Sending a shiver of sensation through my body. My mind went cold at the thought of a man’s dick at my virgin ass.

"Aaah! Nooooooo!" I cried as his fuck rod slowly, painfully ground its way up my ass. It felt like it was never going to stop as he impaled me. 

My whole world was the fire burning its way up my rear. "Uuuunh! Please!please!please!please!" I incoherently begged. It felt like the big dick was tearing apart my very soul. Burning up my ego.

Finally he stopped. I could feel his big balls resting on my soft sissy asscheeks. My ass throbbed and convulsed around the big hot dick. I’d never felt so full, down there. The big black dick inside me owned me. I’d do anything for it in that moment.

"You're so tight bitch. Now thank me for making you my sissy. Thank daddy." Marcus demanded with a victorious laugh in his throat.

"Th...thank you Daddy. Thank you for making me a sissy bitch." I started to sob. Something in my mind seemed to flutter away. Probably my manhood. I could feel cum drizzle out of my sissy bump as I had a strange kind of orgasm. My ass still squeezed Daddy’s dick. Throbbing and massaging his hard rod.

Then the cock in my ass begins a slow and steady rhythm of fucking me. It burned painfully a while longer, but eventually that pain dulled as my bitch ass got used to it. Not pleasurable, but tolerable.

Eventually Marcus grunted above me. He took a few strong thrusts. I felt his dick twitch horribly inside me as his hot jizz fill me up. Spurt after spurt. The black man’s seed spilled in me. Permanently staining my soul. 

When he climbed off they didn’t even have to hold me down for Tyrone to have his turn. I just lay there and let the Alpha have his way with my ass.

He grabbed my hair and painfully yanked my head back. Riding my sore bum with his big dick as I gasped and whined. Grunting as he fucked me roughly. 

He didn’t last as long. Soon he shoved my face into the mattress as he came. His slimy jizz leaking out of me.

I lay there on the bed, broken and used, while the black teens played with Monique. 

She laughed and giggled as the men each had a turn with her. Occasionally someone would slap me on my sore ass. Causing my gaping bottom to clench as if it were hungry for more black dick. All I could do was groan in despair. 

Finally Monique drove me home. "You seem tired.” She told me. “I'll give you your reward for being a good sissy tomorrow. Why don't you take a long shower and get some sleep." All I could do was nod at the order.

The next day I did feel a little better. 

"How's my sissy Nikki?" Monique asked when I came over.

"I don't know. That wasn't great. I'm not a sissy." I insisted.

"Oh honey. Yes. Yes you are. I'm just helping you learn the truth. But today you get to have a little fun." She patted my shoulder sympathetically.

She had me lie down and sucked my little nub to life before straddling me. I grabbed her tits as she bounced up and down on my little nubbin. I couldn’t stop picturing the big black boys fucking her.

I didn’t last long before my sissy drizzle oozed out. A vision of Marcus’s big black cock filling my mind as I shamefully came.

"See, isn't that better, baby?" She said happily.

"You... you took my manhood away Monique." I told her.

"Oh Bunny. I couldn't take away something you never had. Now lets snuggle and watch a movie."

We spent the afternoon snuggling. I got to play with her beautiful tits while we watched movies. 

Over the next month or so I noticed strange changes in my body. I put on a little weight. I got rounder, more feminine. My breasts began to grow bigger. At first they were sore to the touch. Then they just ballooned up.

The hair on my head grew faster and more luxurious. Monique ordered me not to cut it. While everywhere else my hair stopped growing entirely. 

"Sissies need proper sissy bodies, Nikki." She explained. "I told you those pills would stop your hair from growing."

"Yeah, but the rest of this?" I said a little panicked.

"You look great." She assured me, running her hand through my shoulder length hair. 

"I look like a girl." Even my voice, never very deep, seemed more feminine. "Right that's what I'm saying. You look great." She said smiling. "You want to make me happy, don't you, Bunny?"

"Not at the expense of my manhood." I told her. 

"For you, manhood was only ever a dream." She assured me. "Better to find out who you truly are early." 

After my body filled out she took me to spend another Saturday at Marcus's with the boys. When we got there Monique handed me a pink bikini.

"What's this?" I ask worried.

She smiled at me. "Your swimsuit silly. A beta should do everything he can to show he's not a threat when he is around Alphas." 

I looked at the bikini with dread. Then I stripped and she helped me put on the pink swimsuit. It had frills on the edging.

I pulled the bottoms up over my sissy bump. Almost like wearing underwear, but I knew how degrading it was. My body knew too. Little Priscilla got hard in her humiliating, pink bottoms. 

Then I pulled on the top. My body shivered as I settled my perky B-cup tits in the bikini top. The first bra I’d ever worn. It felt snug around my chest. Like a cage on my soul.

Seeing myself in the mirror I could probably pass as a girl. The top looked natural, showing off the little bit of cleavage I had. And my sissy bump was so small that my crotch looked feminine in the pink bottoms. 

We headed out to the patio. Marcus smiled when he saw me. "Nichole, I'm glad you could make it."

He moved close to me. For a moment I expected a handshake. But I'm a beta sissy. He pulled me into a hug, sticking one big black hand inside the back of my bikini bottom and squeezing my rounded ass like I was his girl. 

Pressed up against his big strong body, my hands against his chest, I knew I was. Another little lesson putting me in my place.

"We got more people coming over soon, so you be a good girl, all right baby?" He told me. Giving my ass another squeeze, sending a strange thrill through my body. I looked down at my toes. Any thought of resisting gone. "Yes Daddy." I said making Monique and him smile. 

"There should be time for sissy blowjobs all around." He announced sitting down. I knelt between his legs, sliding my hands up his black thighs and into his short’s leg-holes. My fingers found his thick cock and his manly balls As I looked up at him. I shivered, feeling vulnerable. Feeling conquered. 

Feeling feminine.

Marcus smiled down at me as I caressed him to fullness. Tugging at his dick, still in his shorts. Gently fondling his balls.

Then I pulled out my hands and tugged his shorts down. His big black dick eagerly sprang out. I couldn’t help gasping at the sight of it.

I grabbed the shaft and kissed, then sucked his tip. Slowly stroking him while I rubbed his cockhead with my tongue. My own little nub hard and straining in my pink bikini bottoms.

Gradually I sucked more and more of him into my mouth as my stroking picked up speed. Marcus groaned his pleasure until finally he shot his bitter seed down my throat.

After swallowing all of his cum I kissed his tip one last time. Then I quickly moved on to Jamal.

Finally I took a shot in the mouth from Tyrone before the first guests arrived. Mostly friends and family of the boys from another school district. I felt super out of place as Monique's 'friend'. She played the part of Marcus's girlfriend the whole time. Barely sparing a glance for me. 

At one point Tyrone had me alone in the kitchen and pulled me in close. Slipping a hand under my bikini top. Lightly squeezing my little tit and pinching my hardening nipple. Making me give a feminine gasp.

I hadn't realized till just then how sensitive my breasts had gotten. Thrills shot through my body, and my sissy nub was instantly hard, 

"Not bad for a sissy, Nichole. A bit small for my taste though."

He pulled me into Marcus's bedroom and made me lie face down on the bed. Climbing on top of me.

I shivered as he pulled my pink bottoms down. "Mmm, nice." He said admiring my rounded ass. He gave me a couple spanks. His big hand dominating my bottom. I squealed, almost excitedly, and body responded in ways that filled me with shame. I heard him lube his cock up, then suddenly he was spreading my asscheeks. Pressing forcefully against my rear bud. I didn’t want what was about to happen, but my body tingled in anticipation.

I grunted in pain as he forced me open. Ramming his cock deep in me. I whined horsely, my voice cracking, sounding more high pitched. More like a little girl getting fucked by this big black man.

I squeezed the sheets with each thrust. Clenching my eyes shut. My toes curled and my body shivered.

I went light headed as the big black man grunted above me. My whole body tingled. Gradually I tried to relax. Even though I knew that meant my submission. To this man, to this horrible situation.

The pain lessened as a reward for my surrender. His every thrust sent a pleasant tingle through my body. Through my soul.

I began to grunt and moan in pleasure. I brought my fist up to my mouth and bit my knuckle as I was fucked. I lifted my hips to angle his cock into me better. Fully taking part in my violation.

I wanted to thank him. To beg him. To worship him, but I held back. Some tattered shred of dignity saving me from this ultimate surrender.

Eventually, Tyrone came inside me. He simply hopped off and headed out without a word. Suddenly free of his weight and my feeling of fullness, I sat up. A shiver billowed down my body, and a feeling of helplessness. With a sigh I went into the bathroom to clean up. 

Dealing with another man’s cum leaking out of my asshole was still a new and humiliating experience. To be used like a cum rag and left to deal with the aftermath. Tossed away like trash.

When I pulled my bikini bottoms down I found I had cum all over the front. I couldn’t look myself in the mirror as I shamefully cleaned that too. 

The rest of the party passed uneventfully. I got an occasional grope on my ass and a couple times my tits from the aggressive Alpha men. I made sure to act very demure so as not to draw attention. Not wanting to anger anyone.

After everyone left it was just me and Monique and Marcus. 

"My girls." He said happily. Stripping his shorts off and pulling us onto a lounge chair. "I think you should both spend the night." Monique grinned at him.

So they made me call home and say I'm staying over at a friend's.

"It's time for bunny to try on some special clothes." Monique announced and retrieved a big grocery bag. To my horror I saw the bag was filled with lingerie. With little choice I stripped off my bikini. I stood for a moment before them. Naked and looking more like a girl than the boy I used to be. 

I put on the first outfit Monique handed me. Silky white panties that felt deliciously sweet against my bare sissy crotch, and a matching teddy top. My nipples got hard brushing against the cool, smooth cloth.

Then I pulled on my first pair of stockings. White with lacy tops. My little pud strained in its excitement as I pulled them up. Shivering at the way they felt against my smooth legs. 

They felt like womanhood. Like I had accepted my proper place as a sissy cocksucker. Every piece of lingerie had felt like it burned away a little more of my manhood. My self respect.

The stockings though, They almost felt right. Like when I had relaxed while Tyrone fucked my sissy ass.

“Aww. Come here, baby girl.” Marcus ordered when he saw tears in my eyes. I sat on his lap and he pulled me close. “It’s ok, Nichole. Let Daddy make it all better.” He had one hand on my inner thigh, on my stocking. The other moved to the back of my head and pulled me in for a kiss.

My manhood was long gone by then. I passively let my lips meet his. His masculine tongue parted my sissy lips and explored my mouth. Conquered it. My beta body responded. His thumb gently rubbed my hard little nub through my silk panties, as I melted into him.

I was his.

Finally he pulled away. “Now go model these nice clothes, Bunny.” 

I was broken. They had shattered me, then reshaped me into a sissy twink. I spread my thighs and nibbled my lower lip as I looked up at Daddy.

He grinned at me. “Bunny needs a little lovin’?” I nodded. I did need it. Oh fuck how I had fallen. 

Monique cooed, “What a good girl.” As he lay me on my tummy on the bench.

He pulled my panties down. I let myself relax as his dick pressed at my sissy cunt. It still burned for the first few minutes. Then it settled to that dull, almost pleasant ache as he fucked my ass. For the moment I cherished the wonderful feeling of being occupied. Of being owned.

“That’s my good girl.” He whispered in my ear as he thrust. My body shivering at his words. He kissed my shoulder sending excited thrills through me. His big black dick Buried inside me. Punching me deep inside.

After Daddy came in my ass I got up and modeled the lingerie. I walked from one end of the pool then back as they watched. Then I had to drop to my knees to kiss and lick Marcus’s big dick.

Outfit after outfit, I modeled for an hour. Monique lying next to him slowly stroking his cock as they watched me. Keeping it rock hard for me so I could get to my knees at the end of each walk and suck his thick black rod.

Monique's favorite seemed to be an uncomfortable corset, red with matching thong and stockings. She made me put on high heels and stumble my way down the patio twice more.

"You will need to practice a lot more with the heels. But the thong really sets off your sweet ass." She said .

I finished with a mesh one piece. It was black with lace harts to cover my nipples and my sissy bump. Otherwise it was see-through.

We went inside where we snuggled the big black man on the couch. Monique made me practice sucking him without making him finish while they watched a movie. 

Gripping his thick shaft, I slowly ran my tongue around the tip of his black dick. Licking where it flared out. Then I planted kisses down to his balls, tickling the base of his cock with my tongue.

I tried to do things that I thought I would have enjoyed. I sucked his big, hairy balls in my mouth Tickling under his cock head with the tips of my fingers as I gently massaged his manly stones with my tongue. 

"You will make a great fluffer, Bunny." Monique told me affectionately.

After the movie Marcus fucked her while I licked his balls from behind. Then I cleaned them both with my mouth afterward. Slurping up their fuck slime. Monique and I slept on either side of him, her in the nude and me feeling very feminine in a silk teddy.

In the morning she had me give him a 'wake up blowjob' and I helped her make 'our man' breakfast.

Later she sent me home with the lingerie.

"Now you are only to wear women's underwear from now on. No boy’s stuff, throw all that shit out. If this isn't enough go buy more." 

I sat naked on my bed for a long time. Staring down at the lingerie spread across my sheets. Whenever I looked up I could see myself reflected in my dresser mirror. My budding tits, long hair, too feminine face.

I sighed with resignation and pulled the silky, white nighty up to my chest. Part of me savoring the way it felt on my breasts. Part of me wanting to protest. To rebel. That was a small, dying part though.

I stood and pulled on a pair of blue lace panties. Then I fumbled with the matching bra. It had been easier with Monique helping.

With my new underwear on I pulled on a pair of shorts, and a plain white tee. The person staring back at me in the mirror was obviously a girl. A bit plain, but not unattractive.

With another sigh I went down to my car and drove to the store.

I felt both out of place, and excited as I browsed the women’s section. Was I a dress girl? Shorts and crop top? Short skirts and blouses?

Could the other women shopping tell? Did they know I wasn’t like them. I was a sissy? 

I grabbed a little of everything and went to the lady’s dressing rooms. I blushed when the old woman handed me a key. Not even sparing me a second glance.

I stripped to my bra and panties. Feeling a fresh wave of shame as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I tried everything on. The dress felt odd as did the skirt. But I had to admit, I looked very feminine in them. 

Shorts and a crop top seemed playful. As did yoga pants and tank top.

In the end I bought it all. Knowing that I was done with men’s clothes. I also grabbed some comfier, cotton bras and panties. Stuff for everyday.

I couldn’t look the checkout girl in the eyes as I paid for my new wardrobe.

After I explained it to her, mom was fine with me becoming a girl. Even happy to call me Nichole.

Honestly she wasn’t around much anyway. A workaholic.

Monique and the boys were honestly the closest I had to friends then. No need to come out to them. They had turned me into this.

After a few days of wearing women’s clothes, I went back and bought more stockings.

They made me feel strange, but I craved them. With stockings on I felt degraded, feminine, and very horny. 

The next time Monique came over she beamed at my new wardrobe. “Oh, Bunny yes!” She gushed, pulling me into a hug. Pressing my face to her giant tits. “Mama’s so proud.”

“Which one is your favorite?” She asked when she let me go. 

“Um, this?” I lifted up a green, polka dot sundress. It felt nice against my skin. And I felt I looked kind of pretty in it. “Um, I also love to wear stockings.” I could only look at the ground, blushing.

“Hmm. Then we need to get you a couple garters. Stockings are best in garters.” She took me to the store. 

I tried on a few, though I was unimpressed. They were basically thin belts. Then we got home…

I sat naked in my room as I pulled on a pair of black stockings. Monique watched me with a grin. She had unbuttoned her blouse down to her skirt and her tits looked great held up in a green velvet bra. 

As always the stockings made me aroused. They put me in a different state of mind. I didn’t care about my lost masculinity with them on.

“Now the garter.” She ordered. She had explained how they were used, but this was the first time I had tried. 

I wouldn’t wear stockings without again.

I fumbled a bit with the left clasp. Then the right went on smoother. The back two were tricky, but when I was finished it was like a whole other level. With the garter and stockings I felt like a real whore. My mouth seemed to water with a desire to suck dick. I still don’t understand why.

“Ahh, Bunny. I can see it in your eyes.” Monique had stood while I was lost in my new lingerie daze. “Want to go see Daddy?”

I know I whispered as I nodded.

“You gonna love him real good? Suck that delicious cock? Beg him to take your sissy ass?” I couldn’t stop nodding. “Let’s get some makeup on you.”

I sat as she applied lipstick, a bit of eyeshadow, and just a touch of rouge. Shivering with excitement at every touch.

“Don’t really have anything for your complexion.” She complained. “Still, this will do for now.

In the mirror Nicolas was gone. Nichole had completely replaced him.

A single tear rolled down my cheek. A silent wail from my shrunken masculinity. “Here, put these on.” She handed me a pink thong with a matching bra. “They go on over the garter. That way your man can easily tear them off, and you still look sexy.”

I nodded and pulled them on. Then the bra. She handed me my favorite dress and a pair of black high heels. Then we were in her car and driving.

“Ah! My girls.” Marcus grinned when we got out at the restaurant. He was waiting for us.

“Nikki, you look great.” He said after he gave Monique a deep kiss.

I blushed as he pulled me into a hug. Then his lips were on mine. Owning me. His tongue explored my mouth, and I think I moaned.

“Bunny here has something to ask you.” Monique said with a grin when he let go. “Oh?” The Alpha asked. His eyebrows raising. 

I looked at my feet, chagrined at being called out, and humiliated by my lust. “I...I want to suck your big beautiful dick, Daddy.” I admitted. “I want you to wreck my ass.”

It was true. I needed him inside me. I didn’t care if my rear would be sore for the rest of my life. 

“Later, babygirl. First we eat.” He promised.

The three of us sat in a round booth and I couldn’t help but snuggle next to Marcus as we sat down. He ordered for me. A salad and diet soda. “Have to watch your figure, Bunny.” He told me. I shivered excitedly at his dominance over me. Monique got a steak.

We had a nice meal. Then we went back to his place.

Marcus sat on his couch with a quickly stripping Monique snuggling next to him. I knelt between his legs and excitedly pulled his dick out.

My little bump got stiff in my panties as I nuzzled his Alpha cock. Rubbing both my cheeks against his hot shaft.

I leaned down and gently lay kisses on his balls. Monique giggled above me as he groped her. I took a long lick up his shaft and kissed then sucked his tip.

I could taste his bitter pre-cum. I sucked him halfway down. Moaning as I did. One hand wrapped around the base of his cock. My other reached between my legs and rubbed at my stiff little nothing.

I tried taking his dick deeper and deeper. Gagging and choking on his black slab. Only coming up for air when I absolutely had to. My eyes blurry from tearing up. “That’s real good, Nikki.” Marcus tells me, grinning down.

A wave of pride flushes through me as I look up at him. My only desire is to be his good babygirl.

“Pull your panties off, and come sit on Daddy’s lap.” He orders me.

Eagerly I hop up. Stripping my panties off, as Monique spreads lube on his big dick. Then I straddle his thighs.

I groan as I lower myself. Impaling my ass on his hard shaft. His dick getting deeper and deeper inside me. Painful at first. when I’ve taken his whole dick I rest my head against his strong chest.

I take a deep breath and let go of my inhibitions. That little bit of masculinity that seems to linger. My body relaxes to its intruder. 

Then I push up, and back down. Slowly bouncing on Daddy’s lap. Fucking myself for his pleasure.

He gently takes my chin and presses his lips to mine. We kiss and sparks shoot through me. His bold tongue presses into my mouth. Exploring as if it owns the place. 

How could I have ever thought I was a man? I’m Nikki. His sweet babygirl. Lost in his embrace. Happy to take his dick.

My own little nub is rubbed between us. It spurts in my excitement. Smearing my shameful slime on his stomach. I squeak in embarrassment. 

“Its ok, Nikki.” He assures me. “You can clean it up after I finish.”

He grabs my hips and begins to thrust hard inside me. I gasp at each strong push. My breath slightly knocked out of me.

Marcus fucks me for a long time. My mind blanks. Lost in my submissive pleasure.

Finally I feel his dick twitch deep in my bowels. Filling me with his cum.

I hop down and lick my own sad goop off his black body. Then head to the bathroom to take care of the slime leaking from my ass.

Another man’s jizz drizzling out of my well fucked anus. Proof of my status.