I'm sorry I've been gone so long (Patreon)

First things first. Here's a new animation that I'm particularly proud of.

Mai's Meditation

Quick reason why there's only one is because at some point sfm decided to never launch again no matter what I did. This was the only animation that I had rendered out, even though there is a more polished version I wasn't able to render yet. Dva's animation just had a tiny bit left to animate, Sombra's animation was ready for audio, and the continuation of Samara's party where it shows the internals was ready for audio as well. There were some tiny animations I did here and there mostly to experiment, but I wanted to render them out as well. If there's anyone who's gone through this with sfm and figured it out, please let me know.

Now for the more personal stuff. Feel free to ignore this part if you want, I just feel like I just can't say nothing about it.

I don't know what's wrong with me and why I go silent like that for so often, I just keep getting this strong feeling of not being good enough to post again so I just keep working, but I just end up spiraling since the longer I take, the more work I need to do to be happy. I end up disappointing everyone but disappearing again, except this time, I wasn't able to return with a huge list of animations. There have been so many things that have happened to me since last time I posted. I'm don't want to complain about my issues because I feel like most of them are self-inflicted, but the simple explanation is that I was never able to solve my financial issues.

I really have no words to express how grateful I am to you all and the patient you have had with me.

Also, I've been learning blender just in case sfm never wants to launch again, but I haven't been able to animate anything I'm proud of yet. I'm still in the stage where I don't know what I don't know.