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I hope you guys know that I appreciate & love every single one of youšŸ«¶šŸ’• (Patreon)

Published:
2025-11-26 20:10:19
Imported:
2026-06

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Today has not been an amazing day for me mentally, and sometimes I donā€™t feel like Iā€™m working hard enough. Like Iā€™m running against the clock everyday or trying to meet everyoneā€™s needs or standards and I just disappoint people left and right

Days like this are hard & take a toll. But I keep on going anyway because of those of you who really do care about me & look forward to what I make. So thank you!

Comments

Andrew

I wish the best for you. You seem like a real genuine lady. I hope you can find the peace in your mind you desire. We support you to help you out. You dont "owe" you anything. We appreciate the content you make, but you shouldn't feel chained down to your viewers and supports. We are gonna support regardless. Anyone intentionally making you feel like you are doing a bad job or failing is honestly a fake support. Believe in yourself the way we believe in you. You got it!

mommymari
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Awww this comment made my morning, what a kind soul you are <3 thank you so much darling!!

Breon

Hope you holiday is going better than yesterday. You're doing just fine, no one can or is meant to please everyone. It never wrong to once in a while take care of your needs first and the wants of other second or even third.

Josh Lyons

When all of your hopes have tuned to denials Thank God your life script has been placed in his files. . Hey Mari, my bad on waiting so long to respond to this post and hopefully that feeling has gone through you, however anxiety can be intrusive. Iā€™ve never responded to a post before cause it seems strange to me or difficult for me to make a connection rather. IDKā€¦ sorry not sorry if this turns out to be a novel. My mother died last week from an aneurysm. It was catastrophic.. they kept her on life support for 7 days and I was there at the hospital with her daily. Ever day showed a decline and so I decided to pull the plug. Right or wrong it fucked my head and still hurts my heart. Feels like I got kicked in the chest. Iā€™m from Gary Indiana and we were poor growing up but when it counted that woman walked on water and made shit happen. I donā€™t know how she did it but she did it. Iā€™m gonna miss her so much. Weā€™ve had a rocky relationship but no matter whatever at the end of the day we was thick as thieves, BETā€¦ Iā€™m trying to stay positive and focused so I can take care of the loose ends and have a service for her to send her home the right way. She deserves it. She left behind my brother as well heā€™s one year and 3 days older and has up syndrome (some call it downs and he would beg to differ) and hasnā€™t grasped the gravity whatā€™s just happened. She was his guardian and so now I am taking her places. I havenā€™t figured out what to do about that yet but I know whatever I do it will be in Justinā€™s best interest. My mom said it rightā€¦ ā€œNo one will love him, protection and look out for him like his brother.ā€ and thatā€™s a fact. God can be a cold piece of chicken sometimes and if heā€™s like that I donā€™t want to know what the devilā€™s like. Itā€™s getting late and I should go to bed gonna need to use my brain tomorrow, ugh. Oh yeah, to comment on your post, what I meant to say was when you begin to feel ā€œanxiousā€ or ā€œstressedā€ or like your not doing enoughā€¦ embrace that feeling, itā€™s just your creative subconsciousness keeping you on your toes. Itā€™s a gift, and so embrace the chaos and youā€™ll tap into something new. Anyways, Iā€™m going to tap out and get some sleep. Thanks for the audios. Josh.