Health updates (Patreon)

My dear and beloved! I am grateful for your patience, I needed time to recover from such a message from the doctor from Charité. I cried a lot, depression began, there was a stage of denial, now the stage of acceptance. I continue to get some tests and seek treatment in other areas other than drugs and hospitals. This is very difficult, I won’t tell you what kind of hero I am and how I pull myself out of this state every day. But I will say one thing for sure - photography is one of my best medicines, photography distracts me from pain, at least for an hour or two, but this is what still keeps me afloat. Sometimes it seems to me that I have completely given up, but a new day comes and I persuade myself to move on, to do what I love, even despite the wild physical pain. I will keep you updated on further developments, for now we have stayed and rented accommodation in Warsaw, in July I need to go to Ukraine to pick up our cats and in August and September I decided to do a photo tour by Europe.

Yes, I know that it will be very hard, painful and difficult, but at least I will feel a little like an ordinary person like everyone else, I love you, thank you for staying with me 🫶

Your Anastasia