🙏🏻 (Patreon)

You have probably noticed that lately I have not been active on social networks at all, I do not respond to messages and do not open DMs at all. On June 24th I returned to Ukraine in Dnipro, at the border I was fined $2300 for expired insurance, I drove 1500 km by myself and of course my muscles all over my body hurt like hell. All week I sat at home absolutely devastated and depressed, especially after a rocket hit a residential building 10 minutes from my house, my ears were even ringing from the explosion, and then I went to the place of the tragedy and it was even worse, so many deaths , this terrible smell of rocket fuel, the upper floors were completely demolished... all this put so much pressure on me that yesterday I almost voluntarily leave this life. But at the same second when I made this decision, Mark called, a couple of seconds later my mother knocked on the door and the electricity was immediately turned off. And then so many people supported me, so many people expressed their love, that I am still in shock. Tests showed that I have a very high level of depression and I have an appointment with a psychiatrist for tomorrow. The answer from the Charite influenced me much more than I thought all this time, my last hope for recovery was taken away from me and now I have to fight not only with constant physical pain, but also with moral and mental problems.

Give me some time, I will try to get back to you as quickly as I can 🙏🏻

The posts will come out without delay as before, but I’m simply not able to communicate directly now.

I love you,

your Anastasia.