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Kittens, my dear ones, my sweethearts, I know you’re worried, and I’m trying my best to keep you from stressing too much. Especially after what happened, when everyone was shaken, and many cried — for me, nothing is more unbearable than seeing others suffer. That’s why I’m trying to spare you as much as I can and keep up the humor full throttle 😅.

But you keep writing and asking if anything has been figured out yet. For now, I’ll say this: 99%, as we already suspected, it’s an autoimmune disease triggered by COVID three years ago. All this time, my immune system was attacking only my muscles, but now it’s progressed to attacking my internal organs, which led to the situation I ended up in. How long people live with this — I don’t know, and the doctors don’t know either, as all these post-COVID complications are not well studied. Everyone understands that.

Next week, we’re waiting for test results to rule out things like tuberculosis and whatever else they can think of — they’re testing for everything possible. That’s all I can say for now. This morning, they did another CT scan — there’s no fluid in my heart anymore, which is obviously good news. But I’m still carrying about 100ml in my abdomen 🤰🏻.

This is life, darlings. So many people have suffered because of this damn COVID. I know people who have become completely disabled, unable to even breathe on their own, permanently bedridden for the rest of their lives. So, in a way, I can say I got lucky, having spent three years suffering only from excruciating muscle pain 😅.

I promise to share everything once all the tests are done and I have clear answers. I won’t leave you without an update, so don’t worry! I love you all, always remember that, and always appreciate what you have. Every single moment of your life holds something to smile about or be happy about. Trust me, it makes life so much easier, especially considering how much pain and horror there is in the world 🫂.