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This is me, after an hour and a half conversation with a British doctor

I have never cried so much as I have in the last six months.

After so many years, my nerves are just getting worse.

I'll try to make a short video of the conversation. In short, three of the smartest doctors don’t know what’s wrong with me.

They discussed for a long time that it could be either rheumatism or fibromyaglia, and if this is it, we need to try to just accept it. But there are many pros and cons of these two diagnoses, since neither treatment helps, neither one nor the other. One of the tests that I have not yet done is a muscle biopsy (he said that sometimes people scream in agony from pain after this procedure), so he would not like to prescribe this test for me. And a spinal tap. After that I already I burst into tears, of course.