Hey everyone (Patreon)
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Sorry its been quiet for like a whole week, I've been kinda out of it lately I guess. I've been struggling with motivation for the Zoey Valentine's project (or any project really) and I don't want to force myself through it just to keep up with an arbitrary schedule I set for myself. I love my girl, and I want to make sure I do the best work I can for her. I think it would make her sad seeing how much I push myself for her. I've been making progress its just been... slow, I guess.
I'm definitely going to keep working on it, I just need to pace myself better. I need to step back and actually look at the amount of work I'm putting myself through and just be nicer to myself. I need to stop making myself work 12 hour days. I need to stop making myself working weekends. I'm one person, I need to stop treating myself like I'm a whole team. It's counterproductive to actually getting work done. I need to take breaks and just breathe and have fun for once and that's kinda what I've been trying to do this week. It's been nice and I think I'm through the worst of the lows, I just gotta get back into the swing of things again when it feels right. I did work on a few things over the break, its just a lot of smaller stuff or wips I haven't posted yet since I dont know when or if I'll decide to seem em through and how they'd align with my other work. but I'll probably post those when I feel more motivated to finish them out.
Anyways this was meant to be a short update so I'll stop it here. Thanks for sticking with me everyone, hoping things return to normal soon.
- Trevo