Business Shion WIP (Patreon)

Comm I'm currently working on. Not feeling too good about it but when am I feeling good about my style, really? 

Every day I dread that I don't have an appealing anime style. I hate my style so much and it keeps me up at night. I literally am unable to accept compliments, I think they are all lies. They must be. I think, obviously I'm better than someone who has never drawn before. But I've been doing it for 20+ years (6 years 'professionally', if we are being pedantic). Why am I still so bad? I guess I don't work hard enough. There are 15 year olds who are far better than I am. It goes without saying that I'm not in a good place mentally, as you might be able to tell. I just want to be able to produce art worthy of being proud of, saying "Yeah, that's right - I did make that." Whatever, its not like any of this matters, I'll just keep doing the same stuff, like always.