a little personal but (Patreon)

i just wanted to share

bc i also feel bad for not being as active :(

BUT

basically i go through these -almost depressive states- and it’s been happening since like late high school on and off

and i can feel them coming and generally i power through or distract myself enough that i can kinda close the tab in my brain that is pulling me down

sometimes it catches up to me though and i feel the exhaustion creeping up

i have been rather exhausted for the last month and just wanted to give an update on why im not as active even tho i so badly want to be

i’ve just been bed rotting for awhile now

i’ll always keep trying but just wanted to explain bc i felt like yall deserve to know bc the patreon is so quiet ;-;

ill be back and good as new soon tho, i always bounce back :’)