kool thing, walkin' like a panther (Patreon)

Is it crazy to dress up like a ghost when you kill yourself? White sheet, eyeholes, chains. Is there a word for that kind of crazy? My mother didn't think she was a ghost. Ghosts don't need to kill themselves. She wasn't delusional. Maybe she thought it was funny? Is there a word for that? Is there a word for needing to die, but still finding it funny?

She never could read the room.